7 months later.....

someday i will be consistent. 

but for now. 

i am not.

for now i am all over the place.

why?
because consistency is boring to me. 

always has been...most likely always will be.

{my poor kids} 

one minute they have bins full of matched socks, and underwear and clean clothes.

...the next minute. 

nada.

NOTHING.
but.....

they deal.

why? 

because they ALL know.

i am consistent with ONE THING.

LOVE.

it never leaves.... ever.
not for a second,

not when it comes to them.

i might flounder in my personal life.

i may not be the best wife, or friend, or business owner.

but....

my babies. 

pure consistency.

with LIFE.

i am ALL over the place. 

regressing. then progressing.

figuring things out.
but.....
with LOVE.
nope.
consistent.

i guess when it all comes down to it.
i hope  my un-conditional love is evident.

 no strings.
no expectations.
just here.
always.
no. matter. what..

life. 

good gracious. 

i had no clue.

 THIS life....

i love.

SO GRATEFUL.
good God. i am blessed.

at the end of the day.

LOVE.

love.

LoVe.

it forgives, it forgets, it accepts, it understands.
it holds zero expectations.
it lifts up.

judgement is a joke.

ACCEPTANCE is everything.
taking what is good and bad and understanding.
SO VERY BEAUTIFUL.
because not ONE SOUL has taken our journey.
not one.

everything in me wants to be perfect.

nothing in me is.

but i LOVE.

deep. and i hope in the end.

that means EVERYTHING.